The Temple of Dysonism

This is a bad idea..

Let me get one thing out of the way: I am drunk.

I am fairly certain that by the time I wake up tomorrow I will remember this and instantly regret posting it, because when I am drunk I make stupid decisions. This is more than likely one of those steps. I don’t think I’ve ever written a drunk blog post before. I think I know why - it takes far too long to go over your spelling and ensure it’s correct.

I have just gotten back from a night out, and I am incredibly intoxicated. I’ve had too much to drink, but not too much. You’ll know what I mean. I’ve hit the limit 100% on the mark and managed to stay there. I’m not passing out and I’m not sober. I’m right in the middle.

Before I went out today, I wasn’t having the best of times. Honestly, the week that I’ve had has been a major disappointment save for the weekend. I’ve sat at home and had nothing to do but play games - and don’t get me wrong, I love playing games - but I have been, essentially, lonely.

I’ve had a fantastic weekend with my family and family friends but there comes a time and place when you want to see people that you know and care about because they are your friends. And unfortunately for me, the plans I had got cancelled through no fault of anyone but circumstances… which left me frustrated.

It’s been a while since I’ve been able to hang out with any of my best friends, and I miss them dearly. To be able to totally be myself and not have any worries - I eagerly await my next Portsmouth visit. And to top everything off, the plans I had to see Zoe tonight were cancelled, but once again beyond any sort of control, which keeps things frustrating.

Luckily I had a fantastic night out with work colleagues which was a more than welcome surprise as everyone that turned up was on top form and had a great night, and ensured I did too.

So to sum things up.. I miss my friends. But I had a good night. A good way to send off being 20 years old, I think. And this will be something I wish I hadn’t posted come tomorrow morning.

So..yeah. Happy birthday, Speller. 21 is quite the milestone!