The Temple of Dysonism

rocker94 asked: Why does everyone think blue is my favorite colour?
Blue sucks! Red is the way to go bizach

Because Blue is THE BEST? Come on. Everybody assumes your favourite colour is blue because they expect you to be awesome. And if your favourite colour is red, you’re not being awesome.

Grace Under Pressure

Just a quick note, but I’ve enabled Questions on the blog. You can ask me a question at www.dysonism.com/ask and if I respond it’ll appear on here. So don’t be a stranger!

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A Design For Life

It’s been one hell of a week.

There have been way too many personal things going on for me to disclose on my blog, despite that being what this is for, surely. I’ve been dealing with it surprisingly well, however, and hope that things work out eventually. I also hope that everyone involved manages to keep their chin up and Keep Calm And Carry On.

I’m currently in the middle of a discussion with Chloe about life and philosophy and having a deep conversation about what life and love means and how odd things can be. It’s true, though - when you think about the way the world works it’s just a completely bizarre concept. I mean, for one, we need to find someone and decide to live with them for the rest of our lives. We get one shot at all of this and we choose one person to stick with. And they agree to do the same. It seems incredible that so many people manage to do this successfully and I love it.

Not to mention the fact that we’re supposed to know what we want to do from 16 onwards. What the hell was I supposed to know back then? If I had been told that at 21 I’d be working in a retail store having dropped out of university and would be single I’d have said that I’d consider that a failure. But right now I don’t feel like a failure. I feel like things are OK, and life is pretty OK. I like that.. despite being none-the-wiser about what I want my future to hold!

I can only hope for the optimism to continue. There are new opportunities on the horizon, with me potentially moving to a larger store at work soon, taking a supervisory role and increased responsibility as well as a new team. I’m making new friends through my workplace and I’m seeing some old friends again. I’m seeing one person in particular who I hope I’ll see more of in the coming weeks.

It may have been one hell of a week, and it might be tough in the upcoming weeks, but I am safe in the knowledge that the world will keep spinning regardless of what happens and I’ll have to deal with that. And I think I can do that.

With a little help from my friends. x

Meet Me In The Stars

Well, it’s certainly been an interesting few months. I’m not 100% sure that I feel like writing right now but my browser fell upon this page as if to tell me something. And I’m not doing anything bar listen to Crystal Castles so.. why not?

Work is going well. We’ve finally settled in to a team, and it feels normal again. Just one of two kinks to work out before we can get down as intended. Looking forward to the senior sales thing later this year, seems like it could be a challenge, which is something I’m lacking at work right now.

Personally however, I’m facing all sorts of challenges. There are a few ongoing issues in many aspects of my life right now that need to be sorted out efficiently and as soon as possible, but I’m in a hundred different mindsets as to what to do for each different situation.

What I’d like, ideally, would be to take a holiday from my head for a bit. Just take some time out from the problems I have at the moment and totally bliss out without a care in the world for a week or two. It’s not that I want to avoid the problems, it’s that I don’t want to deal with them in the wrong way. I’m a sucker for regrets.

Apologies I can’t be more specific, but I feel like I’d be giving too much away if I went in to details. There are some aspects that I’m a little down about, but at the same time things are good in other aspects. Sort of balancing the scale and all that.

Hopefully by the next time I stop by I’ll have a resolution of sorts and will be a little more upbeat. Something’s gotta give.

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In completely offtopic news, I got these most amazing Pokemon and Fakemon (designed by hamishsteele) figures made for me by a fellow forumite, Magnus. A few of them turned up broken but I can and will fix them up as soon as possible. Check these out, they’re unreal.